Creating a blog is something I still find odd of me, its almost the opposite from what I normally do. Being a photographer I seek an instant gratification with my line of work. I look thru a view finder and see what I seek and freeze it in place.
When I first started taking walks, I never brought my camera with me. In the first few months, my camera would just sit in my pelican case. I never seeked it out, not even once.
One of the most difficult things I struggle with is finding a way to dump my thoughts elsewhere. Your emotions are your own and they can control you as well as further you.